Dear Bently

I feel like haven't written you forever! It was very strange for your 13 month birthday to come and go without taking pictures or me writing a letter! It made me realize how big you are getting. We are officially out of the 1st year! I can't even believe it! In some ways it seemed to go by so fast and in other ways, so slowly! :) I wouldn't trade it for anything though!
You are so dang cute son! And you are learning new things every day! I love my days off because all I do is spend time with you! Even though today I was SO tired I loved being the one to wipe your face after you were done eating, or kiss your little cheek before nap time, or pick up you up after you hurt yourself! Those little things just make my heart melt! Being a working Mom has taught me so many things I hope I never forget! And I hope in some way, it makes me appreciate being a stay at home Mom even more! That day is coming Bently Elmer! Dad starts school in September and then let the countdown begin! ;)
Today we went on a long walk. I was going to take you jogging in the new stroller Dad and I bought from KSL but it has 3 very flat tires! I was not a happy Momma! But our walk was good! We walked to the super market and got some cereal for Dad, vitamins for me, and wheat thins to eat on the way home! You liked those wheat thins! We had a blast. You pointed at every single car that passed you! I would say "Yup there is a car" and you would just smile at me! It made me so happy! You point at a lot of things now! I told your Dad we're going to have to stop giving you things because your never going to talk! You constantly lead me to the fridge for a drink of milk. You are one thirsty kid. You drink a ton in one day! It's crazy! We had to switch you to whole milk because I was afraid you wouldn't gain enough weight if you drank 1% with me and dad! You just drink so much more than you eat!!!
I love you Bently Elmer! You are my whole world! I hope I never forget you at this age because you are just too fun!
Love,
Mom

Dear Bently,

Life sure is getting exciting in the White household. You are growing like a weed and getting bigger and smarter every day. I swear you are always learning. You are such a happy baby. I hope you always keep that happiness. I hope you always find the good in life. Even in the hard times there are always good times to be found! Your Dad and I went on a little get away for a night and it was so weird us both being a way from you. We missed you like crazy! Melissa was bringing you back and we were literally standing outside on the curb waiting for her to get there. All I wanted was to have you back in my arms! Any time I get with you is so precious Bently. I think it's not only because I love you so much but because I work full time. I hate it. I hate sleeping while you are home and up and happy. The only thing that keeps me going is knowing this isn't going to last forever! Dad has finally decided what he wants to go to school for so hopefully the time will go by quickly and I will be done and home with my favorite little man all the time! :)
Like I said, you are figuring things out! The other day you handed me a Tupperware container full of cereal. Usually you just want me to shake it for you and then you are happy. But this time when I handed it back to you, you gave it straight back to me. After another round of this I realized you wanted me to open it for you and give you some. You were as happy as a clam after that. Since you point at everything you want. Well it's not really pointing, it's more like you reach your hand out like you are trying to grab it. Today I was outside with you and we just went from object to object touching and feeling different things. I love watching you explore your enviormentt! I love watching you grow and learn! I feel so incredibly blessed every day that I get to be your mother. I pray all the time that I can be the mother you deserve! Never ever forget how much I love you!
Love,
Mom